Finding me

I will be okey right?

Hi, it is been a while I know.... but sometimes I feel lost; Hmm, I feel that the most of times lol but sometimes it hits me so hard that I can not act. What remind me that I always struggle to be deciplined like stick on something and do it to the fullest, whatever that means if it makes any sense it does for me at least. So,to speak the truth I have an untold truth but I name it like that for a reason of course because I could not speak it get it out of my head but i keep repeating it in my head and I know this is bad so bad actully, but yeah... I will be okey right?